❝ the oldest movie i ever saw was the one we wrote together ❞

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[closeness]

Oh! I wasn't even going to ask about that but that's great!!

This is kind of more personal but I've kind of been asking
Is it okay if he says "I love you" and I don't say it back yet?

[sugarspin]

Wait, what?
Are you saying you DON'T love him?

[closeness]

Not at all!! I could!! I just
Not yet!

[sugarspin]

It could be worse. At least you're being honest.
Has he said anything about it? Is he bothering you?

[closeness]

No, he was very understanding! I just kinda worry. Like, every time you read about people falling in love it's very instant! On both sides!

[sugarspin]

That's infatuation. Trust me, I've worked enough spells for enough people. There's plenty of work to do after that. It's not your fault people can't tell the difference!

[closeness]

Oh, I never thought it that way.

But love itself it a kind of magic. A different type of magic. That's what I believe!

[sugarspin]

Well, right. But most people don't want to think about the amount of work that both love and real, lasting magic require. It can take a long time. Otherwise, you can rush into the wrong thing.

[closeness]

Oh, I'm so glad I talked to you. I feel a lot better already!

I like him a lot, you see. I don't want to just say things!

[sugarspin]

You're taking it seriously. That's refreshing to see. :)
I can whip up something to calm your nerves if you do decide to tell him. Or when. It's your call!

[closeness]

It's very serious!!
Which is kind of funny because I didn't think he was serious at first :( since I'd seen him with a bunch of other people in the past. But it turns out that it is very serious.

Actually
That would be very very helpful. Maybe in a few months?

[sugarspin]

Sure! Let me know. We can do a whole calm and soft kinda thing.

That is. As long as you haven't seen him with others since you've been together.

[closeness]

No no! Well, for a while before I'd always see him with people. It's kind of why I never thought he really liked me like that. People kind of flock to him!

But I guess he realized that he couldn't win me over if he kept doing it so he stopped and just wanted to show me that he cared about me. ;;

[sugarspin]

Oh, no, that's really, really sweet of him.

You've got a good head on your shoulders about it. But it sounds like you caught a good one. :)

[closeness]

I'm glad you think so! I just miss some information sometimes...
But I think we're learning about each other and how to be with each other a lot more these days.

[sugarspin]

That's understandable. There's a lot of learning when you're in love. Unpleasantly. 🫠